Young woman wants to feel sexy and confident!

I have a hypertrophic labia that makes me hugely uncomfortable and insecure. When I began to develop larger than normal labia, I started to believe that I would never be intimate with anyone. I am outwardly very confident and I want to feel the same way when I take off my clothes! Getting intimate with someone should be an exciting, enjoyable experience, but for me has always been overshadowed by fear and self-disgust.
For years I have tried to convince myself that I’m fine and that I don’t need the surgery, but I now know that no amount of reasoning or deliberating is going to give me the confidence that surgery can. I want to feel beautiful, I want to feel free to enjoy sexual acts without worrying. I’ve wasted too much time getting upset about this and am ready to go through with the treatment.
With your help I can start to explore my sexuality, and share intimate moments with a partner without constantly thinking about how abnormal my labia looks. I would love to keep in touch with those who donate and am happy to take photos to show the results (if it does indeed get that far!). Thank you so much for your time and generosity.
Ellie x