Hey everyone. In short, I am a 19 year old girl living overseas. I was raped when I was 17 by foreign men and because I didn’t speak the language really at the time it was hard for me to understand what they were saying to me. Because of this I am traumatized from whenever I hear this language no matter what they are saying. I also have a broken tooth from being slammed into the ground. I would also like to fix that. My vagina was ripped, and even though it was medically treated it is not what it used to be and it makes me cry knowing how ugly it is.
I am getting counseling from it and I feel like I have gotten better than two years ago. This gave me hope that one day I will fully recover.
I gained weight from depression and also started cutting my inner thighs. (From rape and to “punish my fat thighs”). I shaved my head from the trauma, while getting raped these men were petting my head. It was my way of getting rid of parts of my body touched by them.
It took me a lot to write this.
The reason I want cosmetic surgery is so I can totally revamp myself and be a “new me”. I want to have a nicer looking body by getting laser treatment to get rid of my scars from cutting.
Please help me as much as possible. Even a $1 will help. I went in for counseling and the procedure will cost around 20k for everything.
God bless, and please don’t hesitate to ask questions.